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Bro bought super nice swiss roll home today. Okay, they are mango swiss rolls with real mangoes inside. They are not your ordinary mango flavoured swiss rolls! OMG OMG OMG OMG! they are super darn nice!!! :DDDDD

i heard mcfly's i got you when i was fetching my sister to school. that song is uber nice! :D can someone please send me that song?

i have been trying hard to study since this morning! i ended up dozing off. darn, okay i need to go back and read the rest of my notes! 3 more chapters to go. (: MUGGING FIGHTING! :D

Cause i've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
Yeah when I got you
Oh to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together

It is a friday! :( School hols are coming to an end! next week would be hell week - one test and one term paper to do. And a lot of project meetings. DARN!

oh anyway, i submitted a skin! YEAH (:
New Skin : CLICK

i was reading past entries today and i realised that i have changed. i dont know whether it is better or worse but i am liking the change that God is moulding me to become. Perhaps a few flaws that is still in the process of mending, but i thank God for all His blessings to me. Change is good. (:

oceans will part, nations come
at the whisper of your call
hope will rise, glory shown
in my life, your will be done

HAHA! i finally did some study today! woke up to watch finish my one tree hill. I had to do housework and was awfully late to meet lynn and pris at TCC. Managed to read through my notes and ya, we did a lot of catch up. (: but i think i was highly distracted.

TFF <3

new layout <3
it is the song when the stars goes blue taken from one tree hill.
it is really meaningful. (:

where do you go when you're lonely
where do you go when you're blue
where do you go when you're lonely
i'll follow you when the stars go blue

oh my! my whole body is aching badly now! Haha. i finally played badminton today and i am so tired right now. headed over to ruth's house to play mj and it was really fun!

the best part about the whole day was that her brother & her burnt the whole one tree hill season 3 for me! HAHAHHAHAHHAHA <3333333

going to watch somemore later and start studying for my test.
whole day of mugging tml.(:

Dancin' where the stars go blue
Dancin' where the evening fell
Dancin' in your wooden shoes
In a wedding gown

Dancin' out on 7th street
Dancin' through the underground
Dancin' little marionette
Are you happy now?

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue

kbox with choi today. <3
one tree hill. <3

i need to start working on my geog essay! i have been slacking for far too long! i need to study for my test too! darn, no time to waste. i will start tomorrow, i hope. (:

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there is more to life than what is happening in BS right now.
when will we ever be sastified?
well, lets see what happens. (:

i can be so careless sometimes! I went back to school to do finish my lab and i completed it! i thought i saved everything in my thumb but i just found out that i didnt save my final map into the thumb drive! What i have is the simpler version of the map i did! darn, i cant be bothered. i will just submit in! :(

HADY WON!!!!!! <333333333

i am so happy! (: wooohooo, went over to ruth's house to watch the results show! it was great meeting up with KEY again! It is always filled with laughter and joy! (: photos will be uploaded shortly!

i am blogging from heartland's macs right now! it is wireless here and i am enjoying myself! i just finished project meeting and i am waiting for 5.30pm to come so that i can make my way to raffles city.

it is my mum's bdae today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUM! :D

oh yah, i am feeling alot better ever since that horrid Gis lab! :D went to national library with lynn yesterday! the sercurity there is super tight! they only allow you to bring blank sheets of paper and pencil box into the library? omg, the people there are horrid! they were soooo rude! :(

thank God for a few kind people who helped us find our books! (: at night, we had a cg outing at rachelle's house! oooooh, chocolate fondue with lots of food! we managed to watch she is the man! i love that show!!! :D

church was pretty good today!
it is really the simple things that make me happy!
how i could find peace and praise in spite of everything that has happened.
i thank God for my sec 2 dg. they have truly been a joy to my life. (:

therefore, i continue to press on to the goal
that You have called me to...

I had it! i hate GIS to the core!! there were moments when i just wanted to cry so badly because i just didnt know how to answer the quesitons.

and my heart will find praise
i will delight in your ways
as you open my eyes to the work of your hand

sustain me a little longer, Lord.

Everyone has been saying that i look tired! HAHA! omg! that is quite sad. but i am really trying to adjust to my horrible school timetable. (: the weekends is one step nearer! yes, i cant wait.

i was walking by the corridors of the school today and i saw a lot of posters saying " SUPPORT YOUR FELLOW STUDENT, JOHNATHAN AT THE SPORE IDOL FINALS!" *faints It is like super cute! :/ but my votes will go to HADY!!! woooohooo, HADY FIGHTING! actually, whoever wins will be fine with me! they are both deserving winners! <3

idol time!
need to study later :(

I am tired! i wish i could take a breather from hectic school life! even with the break next week, i doubt it would do me good! too many assignments and tests after my break! darn, i just want this weekend to come quick so that i can take a good break.

i dare you to move by switchfoot has been on my repeat mode.

welcome to the fallout
welcome to resistance
the tension is here
between who you are and
who you could be

i so dig this song! (:

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off to sleep!
another two more days to go..

long day yesterday! i am really tired! but i am having fun with marianne around! haha. (: luckily i have afternoon lessons today! woohoo! 3 hours in school and i will be home free!

lynn and i watched littleman yesterday! it was hilarious! :D MUST GO WATCH!!!!

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sometimes i wonder what it would be like to have stayed on... then maybe we will never need to be in a constant transition. It seems like we are always chasing but never reaching. To move on but yet always ending up a few steps backwards. how long will this last?

I am still confident of this:
I will see the goodness of the LORD
in the land of the living.

Wait for the LORD;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the LORD.
- Psalm 27:13-14

Lord, use me in your mighty ways.
Lead and Call me to your purpose.

church was pretty good today! the worship and message was enjoyable! :D headed down to lunch with the church people and it was a great lunch! met clara and we tried to study! it was pretty productive, i think! hahaha. (:

Here I stand forever in
Your mighty hand
Living with Your promise
Written on my heart
I am Yours
Now I belong to You
Lord I need Your Spirit
Your word Your truth
Hear my cry my deep desire
To Know You more In Your name
I will lift my hands To the King
This anthem of praise I bring
Heaven knows I long to love You
With all I am I belong to You

cg bonding right now! over at jeff's house! i will try to study later! marianne is staying over for the next two days so i am pretty happy about that! :D

my laptop is finally back home! <3 i downloaded msn 8.0 and it is soooo freaking cool! HAHA! i just need to get back my photoshop CS2 back tml and i will be one happy girl! shopping for the past two days : it has been lots of fun! i spent a bomb on clothes so i am going to leave on bread and water for the rest of the month.

it was great bringing my mum back to NUS today! she was complaining why the school got so many hills. she finally understands why it is so tiring to walk up and down! :/

i woke up early this morning at 5 am to fetch bro to airport! HAHA! i earned 20 bucks just to fetch him there! yipeeee! :D

off to pack my room! :(

Haha! i finally set down and started doing a proposed wedding blogskins for my bro and sister in law. i just took the full picture from my blogskins 'hiatus' page and made it. omg omg omg, now i just want to use it! can i just bang my head on the wall? well, if my bro and sister-in law are not happy with it, i will use it or maybe i will submit it. :D

but i am happy because i never thought that pink and grey combi could look so good! HAHA!

okay, i need to have a quick nap then i am going shopping later.
going to study tonight. i can collect my laptop tml!!
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ya, i went shopping with peetard today! haha! it was a productive day! dumbie, u are going to get ur present real soon! (: i am so happy that i dont have to go school tml! wooohooo, shopping with my sis tml!!! :DDDD

hady and johnathan. <3
the two most deserving people are going to the finals!!!

take me, mold me, use me, fill me
i give my life to the potter's hand
call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me
i give my life to the potter's hand

remembering the memorable times throughout seconday school and jc periods. for every crush and for every lover, for letters that i keep till this day- all locked in a box but forever sealed in my heart. these are memories to keep forever. for every one of them who has come in and out of my life, i am truly grateful.

thus, i yearn and i hope more than ever right now.
to trust and to place my faith only so that someday 'we' will meet.

love always protects, always trusts
always hopes and always perserveres.

God is good all the time.
He will provide in his own time.

my devil wears prada was really good! i really love it a lot! omg omg omg, everything about it was spectacular. it was sooo cool to get to see the fashion world in a clearer picture. you guys should go watch it. (:

oooh, i revamped my blogskins profile.

i am love sick over one tree hill. but hake, i have a super lovely profile page now. :D

spore idol tonight was great!
HADY HADY HADY!!! <3

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I don't want to be anything other than
what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I'd be somebody

so i am finally done with my new one tree hill layout in which i am sooo in love with right now. i hope the alignings are okay because from my lousy mac and adobe photoshop7, i dont know whether it looks okay on IE and FF! i will try to do some touch up in school tml! long day tml but i am finally going to watch my devil wears prada. wooohooo (:

look at the new one tree hill wallpaper i found :

click to enlarge it. (:

sotd! thanks everyone. (:

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take me to the secret place
will you lie with me and forget the world

new skin : CLICK

a new layout <3

i dont know how it looks on IE so pls tell me! somehow, mac explorer is always different from windows xp. HAHA. yup, but i love this new layout by monizel//. woooohooooo! my lovely captain jack sparrow! (: i can hear sam screaming already! oops.

i havent gotten the time to update because my comp has been sent for repair and i will probably get it by the end of this week. this weekend has been great. so much for the expected and the unexpected. it is just time to take things one step at the time ; trusting that God will provide and lead.

in all things, give thanks.

let my heartbeat be my heart's cry
let me live to serve your call

i am sending my comp for repair tml so i probably wont be able to come online that often till i get my comp back! it has been giving me so much problems that i decided that i really need to get it fix. :/

lessons were pretty good today! headed down to chinatown to meet up with sis and mum! we did some shopping and i did not get anything anyway. (: idol tonight was pretty touching! omg! rui en's performance tonight was torturous! she closed her eyes the whole entire time and her face looked contispated. omg omg omg!

one tutorial tml. :) i need to go read up on my notes now.

going to have a study overnight thing at sue's house tml!
it is time to start mugging. (:

till then, take care.

it was a really long day today. School started really and i had to go church in the afternoon too! but i am good and i am contented at how things are going now. I may be tired but i am happy. that is really the most important thing. (:

for strength to face each day, i thank You, Lord.

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Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace to remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

will you take me to that secret place?

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my hair is still wet. i really cant be bothered! i need the bed and i need to sleep now.

good night, world. (:

We crossed paths and i thank God we met. At different junctures of life, through every joy and pain, through laughter and sorrows, through every opportunity we get to spend together. I have gained some and i have lost some but i thank God for all the blessings that i can see right in front of me.

i am glad we have crossed paths. i will be watching you all with every beat of my heart. to friendship - through it all! :D

i am finally done with my GIS lab1! i realised that the science people in GIS are reallly weird! there is this particular guy that gives me the creeps. he is always sucking up to the teacher! omg. HAHAH. :)

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"Instead, you ought to say, " if it is the Lord's will, we will live and do this or that." James 4:15

thy kingdom come.
let your will be done.

i had lunch with the church girls at airport swensens and that was a pretty good bonding time! headed down to town for shopping with pris. it was a pretty productive day.

my dg can be so funny sometimes. :D

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behind every perfect picture
lies cracks that we cant see
with the naked eye.

i wish i had the capacity to heal the wounds.

Your hand, it comforts me
from the ends of the earth
to the depths of my heart
let your mercy and strength be seen

shopping with the mum today. it was a pretty productive day. it feels weird not going to church on saturdays anymore. (: so the funny thing about today was we went to raffles city's cartel to eat waffles. we ate finish and we walked out to take a train to orchard. on our way there, i realised that we actually didnt pay for our waffles. you know the cartel system, they give you the bill and we settle the bill after the meal. BUT I ACTUALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! :/

this was so not intentional. now, i feel really bad. HAHA. we were sitting near the entrance and perhaps no one saw us leave. oh my goodness. i feel guilty. :p

Though I walk through valleys low
I'll fear no evil
By the waters still my soul,
My heart will trust in You

i just got back from cg. the bible study today was pretty good. i had to wake up really early to complete my GIS lab and i didnt sleep much yesterday. it was one of those nights where you just cant sleep no matter how much you try to.

some idiot decided to pass a damn mean comment on one of my skins and i guess it really affected me. it makes me wonder sometimes why i have to tolerate with such nonsense. well, but i must choose to move on because i know that idiot would delight to see me unhappy. :D

it is sleeping time.
good night.

i find rest in You who gives me strength